Well spring is here and i thought of posting some photos i've taken this week.

Enjoy the rebirth of nature and spend time outide playing or reading or having picnics.It's a lot of fun!

It's a Mad World

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnmQcqlrWik

This song goes straight to my heart. It is a very good way of letting you know how i feel now. I feel useless :(

Nightmares

I totally do not like mornings and nights when i have bad dreams. Those bad dreams are also called nightmares and as the definitoin of dream is to have ideas or images in the mind while in the state of sleep or it is to have a visionary notion or idea or an imaginary or anticipated state of happiness but when the dream gets bad and we experience all kinds of traumas and when all that we don't want to happen, happens in the dream we call it nightmare. A nightmare is the opposite of dream and it is not the happy state of mind...it is just a bad and sometimes sad experience. Everytime when i dream, nightmares take a lot of my energy and i wake up tired but somehow quite concentrated and even amazed. I think that sometimes nigtmares can try to tell us or prevent us from some certain bad things that might happen in the near or furthern future. They can try to make us awake of the world around us or scare us like shit but they somehow make us see things different. We learn things from dreams , we can do that with nightmares too. While i was a little child , a terrible character haunted my childhood and that was a kind of monster my parents invented for making me listen to them and be good but that monster gave me the most horrible dreams of my life and, once i remember that i dreamt that this monster stole Santa Claus and ...that was a very bad dream for me at that age so i cried a lot. I guess everyone of us or not everyone had a nightmare that he or she remembers of being the worst of their life. I'm afraid of getting late and i had this dream that i was getting late last night. OH! it was a horrible sensation. And when i woke up i was agitated and all of my day got upside down so...my suggestion to you is to have good dreams from now and to tell me some of your nightmare experiences:>

WITCH SPELL

Shadow's in my heart

Love turned me apart

I'm calling for the Mistress

To help me out tonight.

My song is sad and melancholic

The birds fly around me in a circle

Around me all is miracle.

"Dear Mistress , hear my call

Love left me a long time ago

Take me with you there

Show me the lands where

No men put their feet on.

Don't you see

The sadness in me?

The emptyness i feel?

But my new soul on Earth

Needs healing and rebirth.

Hear me, Mistress ,

Poor heart i have

Just make me feel alive.

In the great forest i was in

Birds and animals surrounded me

And a strong voice like thunder

Told me to be happy 'cuz she heard me

I raised my hands into the air

The wind blew through my hair

The moon above me caught me in a trance

The animals and birds around me started to dance

The wolves on high rocks howled and i said:

"Oh, Mistress, you heard my call

Love will come to me again

When i'll die you'll take me there

To the lands where

No men put their feet on

You will cure the sadness in me

And banish the emptyness i feel

And my new soul on Earth

Will get healing and rebirth

Thank you Mistress for my soul

Thank you , for you heard my call."

A lightening hit the ground

Fire grew to warm the nature around

The night seemed to last forever

But the morning i woke up there

Light was in my eyes

And the bluest skyes were clear

The animals and birds were there no longer

But i seemed to feel much stronger.

I thanked Mistress for my soul

And for that she heard my call.

Dust in the wind

I close my eyes

Only for a moment,

And the moment's gone.

All my dreams,

Pass before my eyes, a curiousity.

Dust in the wind,

All they are is dust in the wind.

Same old song,

Just a drop of water in an endless sea.

All we do

Crumbles to the ground,

Though we refuse to see.

Dust in the wind,

All we are is dust in the wind.

Now, don't hang on,

Nothing lasts forever

But the earth and sky.

It slips away,

And all your money

Won't another minute buy.

Dust in the wind,

All we are is dust in the wind.

Dust in the wind,

Everything is dust in the wind.